i can't believe it took me this long to realize it, but sometimes in life u come across many different obsticles and depending on which one u choose, depends on what u have to live w/. and now it is time to put everything in the past and move on. and it took spendin time w/ some old friends to realize it. so from this point on, i'm gonna live a new life w/ no restrictions and no recollection of the past and previous events of my life. so hopefully i can finally be happy w/ no regrets or limits.

                                                          me

not sure if anyone still reads this, but if u do i have some advice to give u. if u r ever givin the chance to be w/ someone special, and u r givin the choice to be w/ them or to continue on ur path of habbits that aren't good for u; don't even think about it. u should be w/ the one that u love and if u r truly faithful and honest in ur relationship, u will choose to be w/ that person no matter what comes ur way. and me bein the stubborn person that i am, i choose the path of bad habbits. and to be honest w/ u, it have to of been the worst decision i have ever made. and to make it worse, i didn't make the mistake once, i made it twice. so now i have definitely ruined any chances of being w/ the love of my life. but i guess things happen for a reason. nobody's seen me cry, nobody knows how i feel. so now all i do is keep it bottled inside me w/ no one to talk to. so now all i can do is just remember the memories of all the fun times we shared. but just so everybody knows, i will never forget the person that means the most to me.

                                                               bobby

hey evrybody. well life was goin good for a lil while and some people know what  that means. but today was i think the worst day of my life. i feel like someone has just stolen everything from me and only left me a peice of my self to live with. and i'm not scared to admit that it is the worst feeling that i have ever had. but as some  people say, everything happens for a reason. but i don't see the reason here. o well nothin i can do about it i guess. and if u have heard that song "right here" by staind. " and if i chose to walk away, would u still be right here waiting. searching for the things to say, to keep u right here waiting." hopefully u will get this message before its too late.

                                                           bobby

just to let everybody know, this was one of the best weekends of my life. i had soo much fun just chillin w/ my old friend's and doin some crazy shit. 

James - glad u remembered my 18th birthday and u hung out w/ me the whole weekend. it was such a blast. we need to do that again sometime soon. ( Peace up, Hit'em, A-town down

Jon - crazy night last night. had fun though and hope things go good for u and melanie. 

well i guess that is about it. so i will talk to ya'll later.

U know what? U never realize how much u love someone until they r gone. But u never realize how much u love them even more when u r with them again.

                                                                    bobby

howboutchewww. well not a whole lot has been goin on lately. just been goin to school and stuff like that. thursday had a soccer game that we won and then on friday we had a football game that we won also. go dolphins. got painted up for the game and it was a blast. then on saturday, liz came over and we washed her truck and my moms car. then me, my mom, simon, and my dog lue went conoeing. that was interesting. then yesterday went to church and then went to liz's lake house right after that. had a blast out there. went swimming in the lake, rode four-wheelers, got a football stuck in a tree, put baby powder all over michelle swain's face when she took a nap. all in all it was the best time i have had in a while. then today did some runnin around, chores, and then i have to be to work by 3. well that is all kids. l8a.

                                                             bobby